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Damaged Is My Destiny (16 months since passing away)

11/13/2013

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Tonight is the 16 month anniversary of my Ashleigh's murder. Words can not express the pain of missing her but I will try. Mommy misses you Ashleigh and I will love you forever!

Damaged is my destiny....of pain without you.
Did you ever think a mother could love you so much?
The pain I felt to bring you into the world was nothing compared to the loving peace in your eyes.
I will my Ashleigh always and forever will be true because what's me without you?
Damaged is my destiny.......
The pain you felt that night was the pain of me dying inside of you .
That night the pain you felt was me committing suicide in my soul to be with you forever.
Now it is like night with out its moon, summer without its sun.
Damaged is my destiny.....
That peace you felt that night was the peace of me smiling but dying inside to be with you for all time. That peace you felt was me ending the world for both us in giving you a choice.
Giving you peace is the one thing in my life I won't regret.
Damaged is my destiny....
That pain that we both felt that night was the pain of the world crying for me not to let go.
That pain the world felt that night was the pain of us both ending the world in pain yet in exquisite peace.
The world ended in peace just the way we wanted to do.
That was the night that the world ended FOREVER in peace for you and pain for me.
This is my damaged destiny me without you!

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    Tara Woodlee

    This is a chronicle of the grieving process at the murder of my daughter, Ashleigh Marie Lindsey and her unborn Baby Patience Lynn. They call the parentless child an orphan & the married person who loses their mate a widow/widower but what do they call a parent who loses a child? There is no word given for the parent who have seen this kind of untimely death.

    The murder of a child is even worse and puts you in a very exclusive club (for lack of a better term) and even more exclusive is to have your grandchild murdered as well. It is a STOLEN GENERATION at the hands of the man/father who was suppose to love and protect them.


    I have decided to share this journey so that other parents can see that what they feel is in no way wrong. THERE IS NO WRONG WAY TO GRIEVE! This is my personal journey.

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