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A Dream of Ashleigh (Ashleigh's Scriptures)

7/12/2013

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I woke up last night from a dream that has me happy this morning. Last night I dreamt I was riding in my car with the top down thru all these beautiful Mountains here and Ashleigh's voice started calling me. I pulled the car over immediately and said, "I am here....where are you?" She walked out of the woods glowing with this light. It was like the light came from her and she was the most beautiful I have ever seen her. I have had 2 dreams like this before of her glowing and that is how I can tell it is her and not just me dreaming about her. In those she doesnt have that energy or spirit. Anyway, she says, " mom, Im alive." At first I was mad and asked her why would she fake her death and put me thru this. She stopped me and hugged me and said,"No Mom!!! I'm alive. Please dont cry I have so little time and so much to tell you. I miss you to so I dont want you doubting that ever. Everything is ok and Im with Jamie now and Im in the best place ever." I was so stunned and suddenly we were at her grave side and I said, "if youre not dead who is in there?" She just said,"not Me!!!" She was getting frustrated with me I could tell by her tone. Again she told me we had little time and that Jamie loved me and said " Hi". Then we were at this big wide beautiful river and Ashleigh said she had to go but one day we would meet here again. I kissed her and we told each other We loved one another. I woke up.
I woke up thinking who is Jamie? I dont know any one who has died with that name. Then I thought back to one of my 3 miscarriages Jim and I had and with the first one if it was a girl I wanted to name her Jamie after her Dad. I think that was who she was trying to talk to me about. Still not sure. But Im happy she came to me and we will be together again. Her last scripture is about that river. I think she wanted me to know that ist is really. I cant wait to see what she is seeing.
Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, as clear as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb down the middle of the great street of the city. On each side of the river stood the tree of life, bearing twelve crops of fruit, yielding its fruit every month. And the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. No longer will there be any curse. The throne of God and of the Lamb will be in the city, and his servants will serve him. They will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. There will be no more night. They will not need the light of a lamp or the light of the sun, for the Lord God will give them light. And they will reign for ever and ever. Revelation 21: 1-5

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    Tara Woodlee

    This is a chronicle of the grieving process at the murder of my daughter, Ashleigh Marie Lindsey and her unborn Baby Patience Lynn. They call the parentless child an orphan & the married person who loses their mate a widow/widower but what do they call a parent who loses a child? There is no word given for the parent who have seen this kind of untimely death.

    The murder of a child is even worse and puts you in a very exclusive club (for lack of a better term) and even more exclusive is to have your grandchild murdered as well. It is a STOLEN GENERATION at the hands of the man/father who was suppose to love and protect them.


    I have decided to share this journey so that other parents can see that what they feel is in no way wrong. THERE IS NO WRONG WAY TO GRIEVE! This is my personal journey.

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