Spending sometime at the cemetery with Ashleigh and Patience. And yes baby I know you are not here but I promised you orchids long ago for your first Mothers Day and Mommy kept her Promise. I love and miss you!
I just saw a message from one of Ashleigh's dorm roommates for college. She has some boxes of With some of Ashleigh's things that were in storage. Ashleigh forgot to get them. I am so excited!!! It's almost like Ashleigh has arranged a Mothers Day present. I can't wait to get them, ASAP and see what is in them. God Bless her girlfriend for letting me know and not just throwing it out! Mommy loves you, Ashleigh!
I just went thru the boxes Ashleigh's friends brought me. I'm so happy! These are the things I had been looking for & thought Josh destroyed except her writings are still gone. I have her fairies, Boyds bears, softball & Best Actress trophies . Plus things like my throw away wedding bouquet that she caught when Jim & I got married, her megaphones & purse I had monogramed special when she made cheerleader. Her "Don't make me go crazy on you" tshirt and her marbles. Thank you Brandon my heart is over joyed!
This is a chronicle of the grieving process at the murder of my daughter, Ashleigh Marie Lindsey and her unborn Baby Patience Lynn. They call the parentless child an orphan & the married person who loses their mate a widow/widower but what do they call a parent who loses a child? There is no word given for the parent who have seen this kind of untimely death.